Life begins again with this broken heart
And her absence is still controlling

My emotions waver uncontrollably
Through heartache then to joy for her celebrated life
And
Then to despair for the loss of it

I am in limbo
I am in wait

Whatever we had was magic
Greater than all before
Greater than all again

My
Rock
My
Angel

Awaits

And as unselfish as she is

Typically

She will tell me to take my time